Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Email 8/15/11

Well we had a weird week. It's always hard to sum it up…

We had interviews, which were good. Interviews are an all day process where if you aren't in an interview with Pres then you are in training with the Mission President's wife.  
Pres H always talks about how Tempe Zone is different than the rest of the mission and how it sets the pace for the rest of the mission.  The missionaries have to be more creative because the rest of the mission is suburbia and Tempe is more rural full of people with lots of unique situations.
Tempe is definitely unique. I just need to find something new to love about it so I can stay here forever without going insane.

So lately I feel like we have been teaching about the Priesthood a lot and helping people to get Priesthood Blessings.  And I’ve kept feeling like I need to ask for one but I'm stubborn and I don't like to ask, 
which totally makes me a hypocrite of what I teach everyday.  But I just never felt like asking since the first greenie blessing I got in the mountains.  So in my interview Pres talked about not getting 
stressed and he gave me a blessing. It was really cool and exactly what I needed. The blessing just made me appreciate the priesthood that much more.

 Sometimes we forget how personally Heavenly Father really does know each one of us. My testimony of the Priesthood grew this week as I've seen that blessing help me.

One part President Howes taught about that I really liked was "unhitching the trailer" and getting rid of anything that holds you back from your potential as a missionary and as a child of God. Whether it 
be doubts, fears, stuff from home, past, lack of faith, the list went on and on.  So Hermana H and I really like everything he said and we haven't burned anything on our missions.  So yes, we decided to 
have a burning party and "unhitch our trailers" and we burned anything that distracted us.  It was good.
We burned a lot of stuff. We got a little carried away. I burnt my hand pretty good, but it worked and we've been so much happier since:)

Our little "J" got baptized on Saturday. We're trying to see if we can teach his Mom now. She's the only one that's not a member yet.  She's really sweet and helped us teach "J". She knows everything. 
We're not sure why she never was baptized though.
We had a really cool lesson with "L". "L" is the investigator that always buys us flowers and chocolate and we are his best friends.   He is a super lonely guy who cries a lot. Well, he is on date to get 
baptized on the 27th but we've been having a hard time because he has a testimony but he's not really doing anything to strengthen it and he's not super consistent.  We've been trying to figure out if he wants
to get baptized because he has a strong testimony of the church or if he wants to get baptized because we invited him.  We planned a lesson on a conference talk about The Atonement and how to use the atonement to overcome abuse (he has a serious history of abuse and has had an 
extremely hard life).   We planned to have it in the church this time so the spirit would be really strong because it was a sensitive subject. When we got to the lesson we realized we left the conference talk at home. But it was meant to be because we had an amazing lesson. We brought this woman from our ward that's like twice his age and she was PERFECT for him. She just kept telling how much Heavenly Father
loved him and knew him and he just cried and talked about how he felt so good. There was a man playing the organ in the chapel practicing for Sunday and it was perfect. She said something that stuck out to me.   
She was trying to explain to him the church isn't for perfect people. That everyone in church on Sunday has a story and they have had their own trials and challenges. The church is like a hospital for down 
spirits/souls/ broken hearts.  We're all broken and weak and we recognize we can't be perfect but we come to the hospital every Sunday to learn from one another and to remember Jesus Christ and His Atonement. 
It was one of the lessons where we were teaching, but we were also learning from the spirit as well. I love being a missionary and being part of really cool experiences.  Everything was just so clear. At the
end of the lesson he looked at us and said "keep me on date for the 27th I know this is true I can feel it." It's cute he always calls us his "angels"

Another investigator last night broke down and told us we were like his "shepherd" and he was the lost sheep.  He keeps wandering off and we always seem to sense when he is wandering and come just in time to bring him back.  I thought that was really cool seeing as for this short time we are representatives of Jesus Christ and he is always referred to as our Shepherd. How cool.

Okay I love you
Have a good week:)

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